and some part of any moment.. just for me..

exploration of jupiter's moons. at any given second should we forget how tiny we are, or how we were beginning to be jealous of god's sky. sometimes i wonder how far we can see to the horizon from sea level. its all.. at any small part of any moment just for me. tickled by the complexity of the human respiratory system. i still couldn't identify which of the clouds are cirrus. sometimes i think about atoms and how much like our solar system they are. sometimes i think about people and how capable they are to absolutely lose their minds. are we not all simply what we are capable of? therefore are we not all lovers and madmen?

as lonely as an astronaut, as conscious as a somnambulist. i cant believe youre in turkey.. who does that? it was good talking to you friend.

meet me beyond the surface of the sun. same time different life. watching the clouds turn into nothingness and watching the day turn into night.

you are nothing. and i love you for the every last bit of nothing that you are. when the reserve tanks of god's fossil fuels run dry i'll be waiting and listening to the bits of nature's happiness all around me. like a cricket fiddling his dusty violin, alone, singing to the moon. at any given second the curtains fall and even the ghosts dont leave footprints.

i've never questioned why we are here. i've never questioned why i love the color red either. at any random moment in our sleep we press record on the brain's camera and take in a clip from the world of sights and sounds. your friends miss you. you'll know when your dreaming because that is the only time you visit them. and at any small part of a single moment in our history we open our eyes and see clearly. had i been dreaming?

i want to wear your sweat on the tips of my eyelashes. i dont want to die in my sleep. when you kill what youre meant to kill there is no remorse. maybe i've traveled too far.. or maybe i've only just begun.

i'll meet you under the sea. next chapter. verse 29. giving thanks to every moment god, the mathematician worked me into her formula.